There is no feeling in the world like when he's sound asleep, and wakes just a little, or not at all (I'm not sure which) and he wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer to him. I swear, best feeling ever!

Sarah, calm down. If you need to drop one class, do it. Don't let school be more difficult than what it is. But calm down. I can feel your anxiety from over here and I know it's easier said than done, but being so upset isn't going to help you. Don't over analyze your discussions. Just start submitting. I love you & I'm here. If you want a proof reader, send them to me and I'll be happy to help. My phone will be off in 5 days tho, and not in again till next Friday but don't ever think you can't email or text me. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♡♡♡♡♡♡♥♥♥♥♡♡♥♥♡♡

I need new clothes. All the jeans I have either have holes, or stains. Shirts? I have none.
Believe it or not, it's hard to find cute pairs of jeans in size 10. Midway western wear, I'm coming for you next month!

I did the thing that alcoholics do, and I'm drinking tonight. Because, fuck people. ;)

Seriously. Just a shot. And I have a buzz. Tell me again about how I drink to much.....

Hi. My name is Amber and im a jackaholic.
Not really. But omg that's really my favorite drink.
Our friends bought us a small bottle Saturday night and we drank and got drunk and it was lovely.
I know that I have alcoholic tendencies, but the bottle is not something that has taken control of my life. I still function fine without it. Drinking doesn't make me a bad person, nor does it make me a lower class citizen, and it doesn't make anyone that doesn't drink better than I am.
With that being said, Lisa is going to be lucky that I don't punch her in her face one of these days.
Fuck. That.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTKLWlGc7cg&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Idk if this is going to show up like it should. Like I want it to. I love this song. And this show. It's something my mom and I would watch together. It reminds me of her.

I need money. I hate needing money. Looks like we're going to have to sell the four wheeler. It will probably be gone tomorrow. Fuck.
Chris for a job after being fired this past Friday. In order to keep the job, we gotta get the truck legal. Just grrrrrr.

Tmi probably

We came home late last night from fishing. Both of us were tired. We watched tv for a few and ended up turning it off and going to sleep. I woke up some time later (I have no idea how long we were asleep) to him kissing the back of my neck. We had really good in-the-middle-of-the-night sex and both of us just turned around and went right back to sleep. It was really kind of amazing and really really good. I like it like that. A lot.